Strangers

Last night I dreamed about a late teen friend who was now an adult, around 40 years old. As a young person, he was a jokester, intelligent and though a lot about himself and his skills in anything he tried (drawing, martial arts, computers, science). In the dream, he was a highway patrol officer, and pulled me over. He listed the things I did that were against the law, most if not all of which I’m pretty sure were made up. I laughed as I thought he was joking around and we would have a good laugh. I discovered he wasn’t and gave him the obeisance he expected. As I did so, and we talked he crossed out some of the infractions.

I had the expectation that we were still close, still young at heart, still able to see past the absurdity of adult concerns, we weren’t. He was filled with things that seemed important to him and very interested in using the law (power, force) against me. As I flattered his ego, he went a little easier. We were strangers, completely unknown, unfeeling.

We become strangers to ourselves, lose connection with our self and in turn with others. Other people’s concerns and plights do not concern us and are not seriously considered. What must always be enforced is our point of view, our conclusions, our “settled science” until that ignorance yields the blackest deeds committed against the most innocent “are enough to make hell itself shudder, and to stand aghast and pale, and the hands of the very Devil to tremble and palsy.”

Path of Enlightenment

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1. Casual religious adherents. Religious leaders. Judgement of self and others. Strife. The great and spacious building. The rich.

“They who are not chosen have sinned a very grievous sin, in that they are walking in darkness at noon-day.” (D&C 95:6)

2. Those who dig deeper for the truth. Respect for the law. Holding to the rod. Greater judgement, greater strife. Rightness. Knowledge of Good and Evil. The rich.

“But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die.” (Genesis 2:17)

“Judge not, that ye be not judged. For with what judgment ye judge, ye shall be judged: and with what measure ye mete, it shall be measured to you again.” (Matthew 7:1-2)

3. Tribulation, fear and trembling. Eye of the needle. Poverty. Death.

“…work out your own salvation with fear and trembling.” (Philipians 2:12)

So he drove out the man; and he placed at the east of the garden of Eden Cherubims, and a flaming sword which turned every way, to keep the way of the tree of life.” (Genesis 3:24)

“For it is easier for a camel to go through a needle’s eye, than for a rich man to enter into the kingdom of God.” (Luke 18:25)

“For the word of God is quick, and powerful, and sharper than any two edged sword, piercing even to the dividing asunder of soul and spirit, and of the joints and marrow, and is a discerner of the thoughts and intents of the heart.” (Hebrews 4:12)

4. Perfect love (casts out all fear). Noon-day.

“…just at this moment of great alarm, I saw a pillar of light exactly over my head, above the brightness of the sun, which descended gradually until it fell upon me. It no sooner appeared than I found myself delivered from the enemy which held me bound. When the light rested upon me I saw two Personages, whose brightness and glory defy all description, standing above me in the air. One of them spake unto me, calling me by name and said, pointing to the other—This is My Beloved Son. Hear Him!” (JSH 1:16-17)

There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear: because fear hath torment. He that feareth is not made perfect in love.” (1 John 4:18)

5. Expansion of the heart, soul and mind

God is not known by those who profess to know him. Truly knowing God is freedom.

“And this is life eternal, that they might know thee the only true God, and Jesus Christ, whom thou hast sent.” (John 17:3)

“And ye shall know the truth, and the truth shall make you free.” (John 8:32)

“All things are lawful unto me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but I will not be brought under the power of any….All things are lawful for me, but all things are not expedient: all things are lawful for me, but all things edify not.” (1 Corinthians 6:10, 10:23)

 

In Kholberg’s Stages of Moral Development, I would put stages 1-5 as the ever narrowing opening on the left, and stage 6 as the beginning of the widening opening on the right of this graph.

Eternal Torment

Yesterday I shared a long post covering the mistranslation of “Gehenna” into “Hell”, and explaining the history of Gehenna as well as some proof texts that are misused to defend eternal torment. Today, I will focus in on the word mistranslated “eternal”, and show why verses which speak of “eternal punishment” are also mistranslations. Enjoy!

The Greek word “aionios” is the word translated “eternal” every time you see it in the New Testament, including where it talks about “eternal fire” and “eternal punishment”. This word “aionios” does not mean never-ending. The Greeks had a word which signified “endless” (“aidios”) but that word was not employed for these matters.

Dr. J.W. Hansen, in his short book Aion-Aionios, mentions Aristotle’s use of the word aidios saying,

“[Aristotle] says: ‘aion sunekes kai aidios,’ ‘an eternal (aidios) aion ‘pertaining to God.’ The fact that Aristotle found it necessary to add aidios to aion to ascribe eternity to God demonstrates that he found no sense of eternity in the word aion, and utterly discards the idea that he held the word to mean endless duration.” (p. 22)

The word “aionios” is the adjective form of aion which is where we get our word “eon”, which means an age most of the time but also means “an unknown period”. It is equal to the Hebrew word “olam”, which can mean “age”, or can communicate something more poetic like if one were to say something is “into the horizon.” “Olam” is used for hills (“the everlasting hills”), ages (“from everlasting to everlasting” literally “from age to age”), and judgments on Israel in the Old Testament that had a beginning and an end.

G. Campbell Morgan, a now deceased yet renowned Bible expositor, makes the following remarkable observation concerning “aionios”:

“Let me say to Bible students that we must be very careful how we use the word eternity. We have fallen into great error in our constant use of that word. There is no word in the whole book of God corresponding with our eternal, which, as commonly used among us, means absolutely without end.”

• “It must be admitted that the Greek word which is rendered ‘eternal’ does not, in itself, involve endlessness, but rather, duration, whether through an age or succession of ages, and that it is therefore applied in the New Testament to periods of time that have had both a beginning and ending.” (Elliots Commentary on the Whole Bible)

• “The adjective ‘aionios’ in like manner carries the idea of time. Neither the noun nor the adjective in themselves carries the sense of ‘endless’ or ‘everlasting.’ Aionios means enduring through or pertaining to a period of time.” (Dr. Marvin Vincent, Word Studies of the New Testament)

• “Since aion meant ‘age,’ aionios means, properly, ‘belonging to an age,’ or ‘age-long,’ and anyone who asserts that it must mean ‘endless’ defends a position which even Augustine practically abandoned twelve centuries ago. Even if aion always meant ‘eternity,’ which is not the case in classic or Hellenistic Greek, aionios could still mean only ‘belonging to eternity’ and not ‘lasting through it.'” (Dr. Farrars book, Mercy and Judgment)

• “Since, as we have seen, the noun aion refers to a period of time it appears, very improbable that the derived adjective aionios would indicate infinite duration, nor have we found any evidence in Greek writing to show that such a concept was expressed by this term.” (Time and Eternity by G. T. Stevenson)

• “The Bible has no expression for endlessness. All the Biblical terms imply or denote long periods.” (Professor Herman Oldhausen, German Lutheran theologian)

• “The Hebrew was destitute of any single word to express endless duration. The pure idea of eternity is not found in any of the ancient languages.” (Professor Knappe of Halle)

Professor J.I. Packer admits, “Granted that, as is rightly urged, ‘eternal’ (aionios) in the New Testament means ‘belonging to the age to come’ rather than expressing any directly chronological notion [as in endlessness].”

Professor N.T. Wright agrees and says the following:

“Aionios relates to the Greek ‘aion’, which often roughly translates the Hebrew ‘olam’. Some Jews thought of there being two ‘ages’ – ha olam ha-zeh, the present age, and ha olam ha-ba, the age to come. Aionian punishment and the like would be the punishment in the age to come.”

“Eternal life” and “eternal punishment” could more properly be translated “life of the age to come” and “punishment of the age to come”, not denoting endlessness. The “life of the age to come” does not end, and this is not signified by the word “aionios”, but because it is the divine life of the resurrection where death no longer reigns and we exist for what we were purposed, not to mention that other Scriptures talk about us being given immortality. The “punishment of the age to come” does end, because God’s justice is restorative, punishment is not what any creature is purposed for, and God’s will is for all to be reconciled and have life.

If it is confusing to you that “Aionios” is used for a life that doesn’t end and for a punishment that does end, then let me provide an easy example. If I say “I will eat cake tomorrow” and “I will die tomorrow”, I have used the word “tomorrow” both for something that will be temporary as well as for something that will be permanent. “Tomorrow” does not describe something temporary or permanent, but merely a future time when something will happen.

The fact that Bibles should correctly read “punishment of the age to come” and “fire of the age to come” instead of “eternal punishment/fire” opens up a variety of possibilities, even ones that St. Gregory of Nyssa entertained, which was that this punishment was curative.

What about where it says of the beast and the false prophet: “The smoke of their torment rises forever and ever”? The original Greek word is:

“aionas ton aionon.”

“Aion” is where we get our word “eon” and it means essentially the same thing: an age. “Ton” does not mean “and” but rather “of” or “belonging to”. So a proper translation of this is “The smoke of their torment rises unto the age of the ages.” This makes sense when you realize that forever and ever doesn’t even make sense. Forever and then another ever? Forever plus some more ever? “Forever and ever” to us has become a way to emphasize a things eternality, but in the Greek such a concept did not exist and its redundancy would have been considered ridiculous.

“Perhaps the most significant example of this for our purposes is Isaiah 34:9-10, for it closely parallels the two passages in Revelation. In this passage Isaiah says that the fire that shall consume Edom shall burn ‘night and day’ and ‘shall not be quenched.’ Its smoke ‘shall go up forever’ and no one shall pass through this land again ‘forever and ever.’ Obviously, this is symbolic, for the fire and smoke of Edom’s judgment isn’t still ascending today. If this is true of Isaiah, we should be less inclined to interpret similar expressions in the book of Revelation literally.” – Greg Boyd

Nowhere in Scripture does it declare that the consequence of sin has to do with some legal punishment over some eternal length of time, namely never-ending, but everywhere it says that the consequence of sin is an ontological corruption leading to death. A death that God triumphs over in Christ, who, as the second Adam, is as consequentially universal in scope as the first Adam.

By Jacob M. Wright

The Servant King

Today got me listening to Dr. Barker again. She never fails. Driving to therapy and back I heard a new to me lecture and loved it. While making dinner I turned an old one, making this at least the 3rd time I will have listened to it, and finally, when I heard this beauty, I stopped what I was doing and took a note 📝.

Margaret Barker “Theosis and Divinization” at about minute 47:40.

“The Servant King – (emptied himself, as Matthew quoted in his gospel, for the putting away of sin). His role, to restore all things, the means and focus of unity. This is hidden in the verse where we find temple word play and double meaning. Isaiah 53:5 reads as we are familiar with it …. upon him was the chastisement that made us whole, and with his stripes we are healed.

That can also be read ….. our covenant bond of peace was upon him (his responsibility), and by his joining us together we are healed.

This was the central line of the poem because this was the main role of the servant king. This is the prophecy expounded by Jesus on the road to Emmaus when he explained his suffering and resurrection.”

The 2 most quoted OT text in the NT are Isaiah 53:52 and Psalm 110. https://youtu.be/nOnHDQgIoCU

Nothing

“This is everything I have to tell you about love: nothing.

This is everything I’ve learned about marriage: nothing.

Only that the world out there is complicated,

and there are beasts in the night, and delight and pain,

and the only thing that makes it okay, sometimes,

is to reach out a hand in the darkness and find another hand to squeeze,

and not to be alone.

It’s not the kisses, or never just the kisses: it’s what they mean.

Somebody’s got your back.

Somebody knows your worst self and somehow doesn’t want to rescue you

or send for the army to rescue them.

It’s not two broken halves becoming one.

It’s the light from a distant lighthouse bringing you both safely home

because home is wherever you are both together.

So this is everything I have to tell you about love and marriage: nothing,

like a book without pages or a forest without trees.

Because there are things you cannot know before you experience them.

Because no study can prepare you for the joys or the trials.

Because nobody else’s love, nobody else’s marriage, is like yours,

and it’s a road you can only learn by walking it,

a dance you cannot be taught,

a song that did not exist before you began, together, to sing.

And because in the darkness you will reach out a hand,

not knowing for certain if someone else is even there.

And your hands will meet,

and then neither of you will ever need to be alone again.

And that’s all I know about love.” ~~ Neil Gaiman

Factions or Familiese

“All I could think about was Veronica Roth’s dystopian novel Divergent, in which people choose factions based on their personalities. The axiom was: “Faction before blood. More than family, our factions are where we belong.” Now that’s scary. But what’s even scarier is that it’s starting to edge closer to our reality than the nightmarish fiction it was conceived to be.

Walking away from people we know and love because of our support for strangers we really don’t know, can barely believe, and definitely don’t love, who for sure won’t be there to drive us to chemo or bring over food when the kids are sick- that’s the shadow side of sorting.” – Berne Brown Braving the Wilderness

Huh. Walking away from people we know and love because of our support for strangers. I’m struck. If this isn’t 100% Mormonism. For a church that is supposed to be about families, that families can be together forever, they sure are quick to throw away their children, grandchildren, loved ones, because a stranger who calls himself prophet can never be wrong.

It is a religion based off of sacrifice; the sacrifice of others, not self. Brigham Young could found his Deseret terrestrial kingdom.

I’m so glad I am getting the chance to build my own family, that I can choose them over factions or group thought.

Clearing Up Confusion

By first confronting the wounds of childhood that were endured and working through the pain, the sufferer will be able to relieve themselves of the burden of bearing the shame of the parent who was not there for them. By seeing the parent as suffering from their own traumas, as having a disease, victims can shift out of a victim mindset and instead, adopt a survivor and thriver mindset.

While the past is in the past, if victims don’t uncover the dynamics that led to the wounds, they will be stuck in a never-ending cycle of confusion, just trying to get validation from others. This sets them up to seek out relationships with narcissistic people who will perpetuate the pattern. Recovery includes healing the wounds of childhood and filling the deep hole in the soul that leaves victims feeling empty and estranged. It is identifying beliefs that were blindly created in order to make sense of the pain such as “I am unlovable”, “I am unworthy”, or “I am an embarrassment” etc. It is reconnecting with the inner child and giving oneself the much-deserved love they never received.

As recoverers revive their true and authentic selves, they are empowered with the realization that no one is responsible for healing but themselves. Once this is acknowledged, they can build a more healthy, sustainable life. While one may be a victim of their past, there is always an opportunity to Be The Cause (R) of a better future. By Yitz Epstein

https://psychologicalhealingcenter.com/narcissism-and-the-abandonment-wound/

Who are you?

“That which you feel yourself to be – you are.

And you are given that which you are.

So assume the feeling that would be yours were you already in possession of your wish and your wish must be realized.

So live in the feeling of being the one you want to be and that you shall be.

Every feeling makes a subconscious impression and unless it is counteracted by a more powerful feeling of an opposite nature, it must be expressed.

Your feelings are different from your thoughts. Your feelings are what you experience in your body, the dominant of two feelings is the one expressed.” Neville Goddard

Just beginning to understand the miracle of living

Ooh, baby, do you know what that’s worth?
Ooh heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven love comes first
We’ll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh heaven is a place on earth

When the night falls down
I wait for you
And you come around
And the world’s alive
With the sound of kids
On the street outside

When you walk into the room
You pull me close and we start to move
And we’re spinning with the stars above
And you lift me up in a wave of love…

Ooh, baby, do you know what that’s worth?
Ooh heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven love comes first
We’ll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh heaven is a place on earth

When I feel alone
I reach for you
And you bring me home
When I’m lost at sea
I hear your voice
And it carries me

In this world we’re just beginning
To understand the miracle of living
Baby I was afraid before
But I’m not afraid anymore

Ooh, baby, do you know what that’s worth?
Ooh heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven love comes first
We’ll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh heaven is a place on earth

In this world we’re just beginning
To understand the miracle of living
Baby I was afraid before
But I’m not afraid anymore

Ooh, baby, do you know what that’s worth?
Ooh heaven is a place on earth
They say in heaven love comes first
We’ll make heaven a place on earth
Ooh heaven is a place on earth

Losing our self-identity

“We’ve put a chemical into our food chain that deletes the ability to build a healthy human body. We’ve put into the food chain a chemical that deletes the medicine out of our food, which we didn’t have time to talk about, but that same shikimate pathway makes the alkaloids which makes the medicinal features of our food, is deleted by glyphosate. So we build a diseased body, we build a food chain that doesn’t have medicine in it, then we take away this most vital thing which is the microcosm/macrocosm phenomenon you just talked about. So far I’ve been describing to you that we are losing the identity between the outside world and our immune system by the breakdown of these membranes, so we get leak. That’s literally taking away self-identity from the immune system, so we get auto-immune disease where we start to react to our own body as if it was foreign. In the same way, at the macro level, I believe we’re losing our self-identity as human beings as we start to leak. We start to become majorly depressed, panic disorder we start to get lost down these rabbit holes of doubt, insecurity, fear, guilt; we have spiritual crisis, we have relationship crisis that’s on an epidemic level, equal to cancer and beyond, the ability to stay in human relationships seems be the most complicated thing we could possibly endure right now–it’s because we are literally losing self-identity at the cell level. Because we are eating a chemical that breaks our self-identity at the cell level.” -Zach Bush, MD

https://youtu.be/jWgnkgYtqnw